Homework.

I am working on homework at Hot Corner in Athens.  This place is great.  I can come here and get out the laptop and work on my homework and actually get out of the house.  I know most of the people who work here now, and a couple of them are very attractive and they will flirt with me, even though, i am sure it is because i am a customer.  But either way, its still fun.  I had a great weekend, I am now trying to catch up on my work for this week.  I did run into one problem though, i love hanging out with one of my best friend's ex.  She is so cool and fun to hang around.  I would never move on her because of my best friend, and well, i seriously doubt she thinks i am attractive.  So, there isn't anything there other than she is awesome and fun to be around.  I don't know how my friend is taking this because he is all strange about her. That whole situation is strange and i worry that it looks like i am trying to hit on his ex. Then there is the older sister whom i happen to have been smitten with.  I wish i had hung out with these people more last year.  I had a long talk with one of my friends this weekend too.  It was one of those where it started off drunk and continued until we both were sober.  We talked about women mostly and how we both don't really know how to deal with them. But, we can fake it pretty well.  He apparently had a huge thing with a girl in high school that hurt him a lot and still hurts him, and he thinks has maybe permenantly hurt him emotionally and says he can't feel certain things because of it.  Even though he has been in a relationship for as long as i have known him.  I used to come down and hang with them then abandon them almost every week last week, and i felt bad about it this weekend.  They knew where i was going every time, i thought maybe i was pulling the wool over their eyes, but apparently they always knew. He was a good friend though, he never tried to talk me out of it and figured it would all run its course.  I never talked to them about what was going on either.  I was so worried that they would think less of me because of certain things that were said.  So, both of my very close friends in that group knew exactly what was going on the whole time and didn't say anything abou it :)  I figured i had it all under control until one party, but apparently they all knew anyway.  But, we talked about all that and about his and things that are going on now with me and such.  So, they all went to michigan for this week though, and I am gonna miss them.  I will have to hang around athens this week.  I am gonna invite some people up to hang or see if they want me to come down and hang with them.  We will have to see.  :) i will talk more later, that is enough of rambling and raving now :) peace.